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| This is the essay series by women living with HIV. The authors in Japan,
Cambodia, Portugal and the Philippines, write about episodes and the
feelings of their daily lives. |
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| Between dreams and real world / Maria |
 Sometimes fun is impossible when life is heavy, when we feel strange, not belonging. But sun always shine and then how I love to dance, to run, to enjoy nature, enjoy life, to laugh, to play with my nieces, to share with friends, to be.
I used to go to discos and dance out all night long till the first blink of sunrise. Now my body is not so gracious, even if my mind still is, so nowadays I dance to myself. And dream …fly in my dreams out my world, walk in street and go into open windows like a fly to others lives… dreaming…
In the real world I’m learning to paint watercolors, trying to deepener the spiritual side of me but time is short and have to work, to build my thesis, to maintain the blog, to handcraft, to volunteer…to go to movies, to do yoga, pilates, meditation…to walk and feel the sounds, see the faces, smell the sea, feel the sun… and I wish to have a financial equilibrium to travel, see exhibits, go to concerts, theatre…. To live more! |
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